I think I need to go be in a cabin in the west with a huge fireplace (and a roaring fire) and just be there alone for a while. The rest of humanity is just pissing me off. Everything is reducing me to tears. And I hate when happy memories of the past, don’t match up with today’s reality. I should have just left some things in the past, I guess some friendships die for a reason beyond not just staying in touch.
